"He died again that night"

                                             

                   

                                                It was the terriffic night that i could ever had,

                                                       I saw him weak but with dazzling eyes,

                                                He tried but was unable to hold me tight,

                                                       It was me holding him in my arms that night,

                                                He was being brave, bold like anime knight,

                                                       I was told by him nothing to worry it will all be right,

                                               He was on my back, we ran towards the bright,

                                                      Oh No!!  bright is too far dad, I made a teary cry,

                                               He kissed my hair and patted me, keep your try....

                                                      We were in time , we made to be in the lights,

                                               There were lots of people already, All men in white,

                                                      I knew few of  them, they did a lot, they tried,

                                               It was something I never wished for ,

                                                     Deep inside i screamed, i love you from my chore,

                                               It was then , the men in white were all gone,

                                                     Me and father were alone left to be blown,

                                               He called me and patted my shoulder though,

                                                     And told me, see son you tried it like a pro,

                                               It is some thing in which you could have nothing done,

                                                     Be my child strong, let yourself have fun,

                                               I screamed no!! and hugged him tight,

                                                      I wont let you leave again i screamed in fright,

                                              he was getting too soft in my hands as he glows,

                                                   I smelled the pyre, wood and people mourning in row,

                                              I felt a hole in his head where i gave the last ritual blow,

                                                      It was he , father was back,

                                              but he was leaving back to his track,

                                                       I was spell bound, did'nt know what to do, 

                                              I was angry fearfull , felt love and guilties too,

                                                       In meantime he was gone,

                                             And i was hugging now the 'none',

                                                      It freaked  me woke me from my dream,

                                              Sobbing feeling like just had our broken seam,

                                                      I recollected the dream to keep it forever in sight,

                                             It was too heavy becuase  he died again that night.....

   

     

written and art re-created by - S/o Late Sh. Jit Raj Sarangal